#wonderful time. Suasana menjelang pagi di Pos IV Mt Sumbing via... ada yang tau? Foto oleh @agusharyono06
Gunung Sumbing adalah gunung api yang terdapat di Jawa Tengah, Indonesia. Berdasarkan pengalaman, suatu gunungapi yang sudah lama tidak meletus biasanya akan dahsyat letusannya jika ini terjadi. Kemungkinan terjadinya awan panas tidak dapat diremehkan (Kusumadinata, 1980)
Gunung Sumbing merupakan gunung tertinggi ketiga di Pulau Jawa setelah Gunung Semeru dan Gunung Slamet. Ketinggiannya mencapai 3.371 mdpl. Sudah kesini?
I am not sure if I will get the chance to tell you this again, I know that soon my time will be up.
So please …. Listen.
We live in an amazing world full of adventures and brilliant people. Everyone of them is an entire story, an untold story. A story that probably will never be told, the reason for that is we became so self-centered that all of these amazing stories go by untold. We don't even give a chance to other people to be part of our story.
So, I invite you to take a look on probably my last chapter of my story.
I saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and I could do anything I wanted. I used to think that the more you grow up the stronger you get but somehow, I grew weaker each day. I always had this happy personality and a sad soul in one body, it felt weird at times. I had a lot of good memories and moments that I shall never forget, I also had a lot of scares, lonely nights and disappointments more than I can even count. I fell in love with a unicorn, it was beautiful then sad then sadder. Eventually I had to grow up, eventually I had to give up. The worst moment in my life when I saw my entire world fall apart and all I can do is stare blankly. Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most. And all of a sudden, I felt really tired. Like the world had drained me for everything that I had. I am proud of my heart, it's been played and stabbed and cheated and burned and broken but somehow still works. I am alive, but I don’t feel like it. I felt so much that I started to feel nothing. I am so broken that I can feel it, I mean, physically feel it. This is so much more than being sad now, this is affecting my whole body. I feel empty but Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love? But …. How can emptiness be so heavy?? I might be gone soon, every last inch of me shall perish. Expect one. "An inch. Its small and its fragile and it’s the only thing worth having. We must never lose it, or sell it, or give it away. We must never let them take it from us. " The love in our hearts to everything good.